Amongst the many here we lay
taking it in day by day
laughing and loving
hurting and learning
a family we are

a family we stay
we are a rock
a rock on the beach
tasteful smells,
undescribable views,
so time will tell
about me and you
a family we are
a family we stay



I love you Jacob and Wyatt



Monday, September 20, 2010

WDW Stats!


Birth-Wyatt was 9lbs12oz and 20 3/4in He latched on but not correctly. We saw a lactation consultant 2 times and kept trying after that. He had jaundice for a good week. At 3 days of age we had to start him on formula as well. Using formula and breastmilk I was exhausted everyday until 2 months of age.
   1 month-holding head and smiling more in sleep.

2 mos- Wyatt made it up to almost 13 lbs and 24in. His mark on his face (unknown at the time) blistered up the first time ever June 5. The day we went to SF to take the dependants cruise, he had this blister on his face with puss coming out of it. It freaked me out the first time I saw it. We went to Urgent Care and the results for the puss came back negative for bacteria. That was also the day we said bye to Daddy for 2 months :( The mark on his face was there since he was maybe 3 wks old. It never bothered him. He was now being formula fed only. 4 ounces every 4-5 hours.
   3 months- he laid on his belly without fussing and liked to play on his mat from IKEA. His mark on his face was diagnosed to be mastocytoma. Not to ever go away and to only blister like that when he has either had advil, alcohol or just irritated it somehow. Still it doesnt bother him. It became really red again while in AL and Carrie and I took him to the Pediatric ER in Huntsville. He was again fine but it will keep happening. I feel so bad for him, bc its not thAt small either! :/ He is still a handsome looking fellow if i might say so myself! ;)
4 mos- Wyatt made it to 15lbs and 27in. He was holding his bottle for maybe 1min at the most. Eating 5-6 ounces every 4-5 hours. We started pouring in rice or oatmeal cereal into his formula. He liked the rice cereal the most at first then we tried the oatmeal and that he didnt care too much for. So back to the rice cereal we went. He guzzled it down until he was about 4months and 3 weeks. He started getting distracted and fussing more while he ate. We would have to stop and give the last 2 oz either after a nap or 20-25min. He was more picky now and very demanding of our time. He used to be content but now we could tell he knew us and was comforted by us. Also i started going to the gym around that time and he cried the first 2 times but then got used to the girls at Kid Care (The Big C Athletic Club). He now sits in his baby einstein jumper but his attention span is still not quite developed. Wyatt also moved into the baby tub this month. The sling we took out. He loves to watch baby einstein. We even made the mistake of letting him fall asleep to it but it just messed him up and would be awake again when we turned it off. I started using teething products, but he didnt care too much for the coolness just yet.  
 5 mos- Wyatt is still 27in and now at 16lbs. He had his rocknroll pics taken today and now he eats 6-7 oz with rice cereal. He now eats (slowly but surely) the cereal out of a bowl and 5mo1wk he tried green beans for the first time. He spit it out :P Tried again and the airplane was def a hit! :)  Wyatt likes to chew on cold wet wash cloths and knaw on carrots. I think the carrots are his favorite bc he gets really into it on his left side. Too cute!
We started him on green beans first and he took to it quite well. At first he was confused but since he was already getting used to the spoon and all it wasnt a complete shock! :) He now eats cereal and formula in the morning, cereal and green beans in the afternoon and then that as well for dinner. We may change back to oatmeal though b/c i think he is constipated. :(
 Yaaaaaaay!!! today is Sept.22 and baby has rolled over for the first time ever!! He wanted the remote and he wasnt falling asleep so he was out on the couch playing with us. He wanted it and just...went for it :) :) Here is my baby rolling over ...then not so
happy with our excitment :P poor baby BUT HE DID IT! :D

Sept 26th, Wyatt and i were playing on the mat and he discovered himself in the mirror again :P
Now whenever i try to feed him he gets distracted and wont stay still unless he is StAAARving! He likes to roll over now whenever he gets the chance! I love it! I walked into his room the other day during nap time to check on him, only to discover my little baby on his stomach sleeping. I put him down on his back! :O He is amazing ha!
October 14th =)
Baby Wyatt is 6 months today and he is just a sitting up and babbeling away! Here is a picture of him just playing with his toys:


Wyatt loves to sit up now and he is bouncing back and forth on his knees and hands. He eats about 6-7 ounces, four times a day. He is now eating the basic veggies and fruits really well. He plays with other babies and loves to watch older kids. Wyatt is now making rasberries and roaring all the time. He makes us laugh with all his faces and noises.


The Thought

...and here it began!




 Our baby boy was very much a "wanted" baby. He was planned and thought out. Maybe not so much thouroughly thought out :P because my husband, Jake had to leave for 5 months. He is in the CG and was to fly out Oct 5 or so to MS. Needless to say I WILL NOT be pregnant alone ever again :)
  Little did we know, and "much" did we try ;) we planted a little seed in August 2009 haha The baby i wanted for so long. The little person I knew belonged more than anything in this fresh family.They were very real and on their way to us.
  We were (and still are) young when we married and then turned right around to have a baby. Only one thing was certain to us though...the bar hopping and partying was getting old. We found ourselves staying home, watching t.v., going to the zoo... :P We found ourselves talking about it, we saw into the future and it felt ..."right." We wanted to start a family.
 Our journey through this pregnancy was not how we thought it would go. He was on the other side of the country. I was still in the CG and pretty much alone. I had one friend i got along with and that cared for me. In a new place and a new job i found myself back at square one. A very familar feeling. I looked to the baby to get me through, I looked to God to give me strength. And that I received. I made it through the 5 months with a quick visit to MS in Nov, for our first Anniversary :) and a sweet visit from my Mom and sister Jessica in Feb for my Birthday. It was not that bad...so i say now. But at the time i cried most nights, was lonely, had no cable, was bored...and come on...who wants to go through this experience alone!? No one!! It sucked! So...yea it was pretty bad! :P



As bad as i thought it was...I remembered often that i had my little crumb crumb growing inside of me. He/she was developing lungs, fingernails, hair, little toesies and hands. I was just blown away at the thought and instantly i was better. There were days i was unhappy with my job in the CG i felt useless and i really didnt like the line of work. I felt out of place despite being pregnant. Another thing became clear to me, i wanted a different job. Boatswainsmate was not me. Ever since i met Jake, like i said, my dreams changed. My motives changed. So i researched my options, and talking to my current chain of command i found out really fast that i would (only fair) be missing out on a lot of my baby. I would be missing little things and if/when my husband was u/w i would then become a single parent. :O I then was hopeless. At the beginning of my pregnancy already stressing, I had to calm myself down. I didnt want to lose my baby. These fears were dwindling and I then was pissed at the CG. I did my job for almost 4 years and thats just how it works. That is the military. No changing it. Following that hard hit at a dead end i had to make the decision i did not want to resort to. I made the decision to temporarily separate from the CG to care for my newborn. I was happy with the decision in the end and was able to concentrate on the baby and I. :)

The year 2010 came quickly, I then found myself "bigger" and had "bigger" jobs on my hands. It was time I get off my butt and get moving. Literally. I had a single cab truck and a small one BR apartment...UMMM NO room for a little one. I had to buy a car (real fast) and find a reasonable apartment for the 3 of us to live in off of one BAH. :/ My mind was fried and i was exhausted! I had to change Dr.s and obviously hospitals. :/ But that went smoothly. Luckily through prayer and faith I found an amazing apartment and fuel efficient car for the 3 of us. :D :D I was SO happy when all that was over. I had people help me move and my Mom and sister were there as well. I was blessed from heaven above! I did it! Jake came home to a 30 week pregnant wife in a new home and new car. There the count down started for me. Long uncomfortable nights, uncertainty on when the little man was arriving. Oh yea its a boy by the way! :) From Wesley to Drake to Wyatt... we decided that Wyatt Dane Wilson was the name. His room would be Jungle theme!  And he would be loved! :) We would sit in his room day dreaming of his face, how the first nights would be, how he would change our marriage, how good of parents would we be...on and on we did this. Meanwhile we had Jakes parents come out to visit, to see the birth of lil man. Still no baby! :( I tried everything they say to get that baby out of there. From walking, to spicy foods, to sex, back to walking and ball exercises I was fearing that this little man may be induced. I made it through though. I was induced Tuesday morning April 13th. We arrived at 7am and i was put on pitocin and then around 945am my water
was broken and I dilated to 3cm by 11am and was given an epidual at 12pm due to the anesthesiologist being in back to back c sections for the afternoon. :/ I was not happy about my epidural experience. It worked just fine but I dilated slowly of couse and lost it towards the end. :/ My knee started aching and my whole right leg was numbed, I could not even move it. I had to lay on my right side due to the umbilical cord being in a spot were if i were to lay on my left side, the babies heart rate would drop. :( So from 12pm to 11pm I just laid there! Bleh! I was ready to move and get the process going! Next thing i know my Dr.,  Dr. Kimberly Filmore was in the room telling me to do a practice push and then i was pushing! I pushed from 1141pm for 140am!! I was exhausted but ...our beautiful baby boy was born into this world! :) He was gorgeous!
It was love at first sight! This little baby stole my heart the moment they laid him on me. He was 9lbs12oz. :O BIG BOY! 20 3/4in
He was finally with us! Our family was not complete just yet but the steps have been taken in that direction. Our first born will hold a special place in our hearts. He was given to us by God, created and carefully put together. Each strand of hair slowly thought out and every fingerprint thoughtfully engraved. Our son was just a thought 10 months ago...now he is real...from a thought to a blessing. We love you Wyatt!